@Candy that’s crazy… nobody in my family has mental illness but I do. I have a birth registration saying a certificate of birth been filed under my name but I have to go to court to get it - and my family swear I’m not adopted so idk. As you know my dad drank himself to death so I stopped drinking.i believe in God… I just don’t know his name if that make sense. But I respect aetheist too. Thanks for sharing Candy that was some real ish and reminded me I’m not alone…