Soldier of Love
AFTER MAINO, ME THEN YOU< THEN WE'LL SEE WHO
If you got to hurt me before I hurt you, then I don’t want you on my field, I see a coward in you.
You see every time it shoot me to the ground, I say it’s ok, cause in it, a lesson was found.
So I pick myself up, and I try, try again… but when it comes to love, I never really win.
Never let it begin, and then, left with a feeling of sin…
For not knowing my mind, just wasting your time, I feel it’s a crime…
Cause I’ve realized, it all was just a compromise, I try to remember the words of the wise, so I realign
But I don’t understand where or how the feeling comes again,
But somehow I find the strength to start it up again.
You keep playing games with my mind, yet still I find…
No one fights harder then when they fight for the one they love
But like maybe I am wrong in definition, and it’s not the same love they speak of
It’s like magic, one minute it is there, and then the next it is gone.
And my heart hasn’t turned to ice yet, so I feel it is wrong.
So why start it up again, only God knows how long…
And time is just ticking like a hydrogen bomb…
So I tend to be wary, then I think, is all this even necessary?
Because the pain in the end doesn’t even out with the joy.
You keep playing with my head like you think I’m a toy,
A toy soldier, without thinking of the hate it can bring…
And then once again I end up being that long lost thing.