inconvenient lie
she told me
to forget about yesterday.
she only cared
about the future
constructed for us.
I didn’t really believe
the shit she said,
though I’d like to nod
in approval.
I’d just can’t see us
holding hands on the beach
staring at the sunrise tomorrow.
Her name was anna,
she stuck her tongue
down my throat the first
time we met; her eyes,
like a gorge of onyx,
stayed open the whole time.
whispering “fuck me,
I want
the whole world to see.”
But that’s not anna anymore
She grew stagnant,
covered up her chest.
unwilling to satisfy
my sexual appetite.
unaware of my
napoleonic need
for pussy and conquest.
She told me our love
didn’t need to physical
our connection could be
better than sex.
Guess you were wrong.
Anna,
I’m sorry for letting
you fall in love with me
or what I could of been.
Maybe, If you met me
at another time, things
could of been different
Maybe, I could of grown.
Maybe,
I could of been so much more.
but hey baby,
I’m just an animal.