I cant blame it on anyone else , because that's just who I am
Had troubles my whole life , I’m a simple complicated man
I kept my emotions inside of me , I didn’t like to show it
So i just had to use my energy .. in writing and being a poet
The world may not understand me , or why I do the things i do
I couldn’t trust anyone , and I lost every friend i knew
I lived self-dependent , had to grow up while I was still a child
Eagred to live those years , the years I loved and smiled
I struggled a lot to change and head into the right direction
But people were always hurt .. from my actions and their reflection
Some people threw their anger at me , and apologized a while later
Didn’t care for it being constantly ,had problems that were much greater
I lived to satisfy the others , even if it led to my Unhappiness
Been asked a lot from my bothers , and always answered with my unhappy-yes
Acted like everything was fine , had the impression of a Poker Face
That Because I had the personality of a suicidal , and a Smoker case
But i can’t take it anymore , and I am barely struggling to hide it
I'm about to explode from my internal conflict and ever problem besides it
Now I’m ready to sacrifice my self , surrender ? Never
That because I must collapse now permanently and for ever
Something i wrote , took me about an hour , i know it needs multies
but just felt like writing it without forcing my self to do anything
leave link i will RTF
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