quoted parts are excerpts from a song by the band soil.Trying to break my writers block.
Touching the same glass you look through daily“I'll mimic everything you are to me
The way you walk, the way you talk
The way you breathe
Obsessions, Obsessing
Obsessing, Obsessions”
Is the only way I can still be close to you;
I still feel the warmth of your gaze, and your breath
Still steaming off of this encrusted glass
I feel your presence still looming in this spot,
And I will stand here until it walks away from me
As you did, I’m lost without you. We need each other.
We still share the same breath, and it will never change.
We are symbiotic. We are one.
As the memories of you still burn in the back of my head,
And your voice haunts me to the core of my soul.
Leaving me staring at the wall of pictures of you
Weeping for one more chance to hear your voice again;
So just do me a favor and…
Tell me why, why can’t we be together?“Sing a song, sing your little song
Make it all make sense to me
Obsessing, Obsessions”
Why I can’t feel the tenderness of your heart beating
While I gently kiss your tender lips,
And why I can’t run my hand softly up your thigh?
I know you still love me, but I don’t understand?
I want to be you, not me, you make me better;
And I complete you; our love is a conjoined twin
That should never be separated, but we were.
I would die for you if you wanted me to,“Oh can't you see you are me, can't you
You are me, dear god please
I don't wanna be everything that this god has planned for me
Can't you see you are my everything
I can't give everything this world will expect from me
You are my everything”
And anything else you’d want, I would
I’d murder everyone on earth, if need be.
You belong to me, and nobody else
Can’t you see it yet? You need me.
I just need you to come back,“I'm not obsessing
Can't you see how much I want your life for me
It's not an obsession”
And pull me from this downward spiral
Of photographs and perfume;
Your smell still lingers in my bed
I smell it on my pillows.
It drives me insane, come back now!
Your soft tone rich with passion“See you walk like so
And you talk just like this
Could I be you if I, if I think like you
Can't you see how much you mean to me”
Still burns me inside.
I mimic all of your mannerisms,
And wearing your clothing and makeup
I cut my hair just like yours.
I love everything you love,
And hate everything you hate.
This is how much I love you,
And soon I will be you.
And you’ll never leave me again.“When I'm through making me you
I'll be the best you that I can be”