Missing You




“I’m not in love…”
But for some reason I can’t stop thinking of you

“And it’s not infatuation…”
Cause there still is some fear and I don’t know what to do

“But I dream about it every night…”
I can’t go to sleep unless I’m pretending to lay with you
And I’m falling in love again and I don’t want to

“Im missing you like crazy - finish the chorus”

“I’m not in love…”
It can’t be, thought I was just being dramatic about that bow
But I surrender to you and how that even happens? I don’t know how
When you a trick you don’t get caught up in that trick shit
But when the desire prevails there’s not one thing you can do about it… not even a little bit
I know about games… the push and the pull
And I know about hunger and when you think you are full
Tattooed on my stomach to remind me I am the bull
And no longer that timid sheep still hiding in my wool
Let me find out your the wolf…

“I’m missing you… let the chorus play out”

Chemistry is more than a lesson it come from the divine
So what’s 3 parts of envy minus the 2 in me if one just sound like some played out line
I love you…
Why you say it?
Nah nickel… I’m NOT fine
And I don’t understand why you stay on my mind
Never trust a man that say I love you first
Cause usually it be on some pimp shit and they just trying to get in your purse
But this, it feels more like some curse…
But maybe I’ll believe you 1 cause I’m broke and 2 I’m scared if I don’t it’s even worse

But you’re not mine…

“I’m missing you… let chorus play out

And nah I don’t remember the day
Just that God wouldn’t let me walk away
I remember the words the psychic said that day
The inheritance and after she warned me don’t judge the older black man - I thought she was crazy
I had no clue what she was talking about but now
Now you trying to tell me this is why it never worked with anyone else anyway? And how?
Crash and burn and now if im not forgiven… I’m just like baby I’ll learn
Like some twisted cliche that love is not given it’s earned
So I lost you to the one that stayed true
It’s not that I’m afraid to be alone Im just afraid to be without you
…

“I’m not in love… it’s just some kind of thing I’m going thru”

And over and over this song replay… like the loop in my mind and how I think about him every day

Like who even invented love any way?