Blueprint 2

He called him out by name so I gave him my number
Definitely off some all THOT shit and I let him hit it the first day of December
Now I need to remember cause it might’ve been November
Don’t question a winter when you see she a summer
But what you know about that, when divided into its just the sum of her
I jumped back in the game and I finally felt alive
I ain’t sell shit nickel - Back then i’d only drive
Treated like a hog now you know you got the wrong bitch
Who knew I’d be so thorough getting trained by some snitch
I was shocked when 5 0 flipped the monitor
But I guess that’s what’s up and again I never thought of her
You not changing my religion or pressing your beliefs
Kiss to the forehead the antidote and instant relief
(It’s a’aight just brush it of right?)
Or is there rite to have beef?

What? You thought I was gonna let you?
Nah I got a word or two too
I didn’t open no door, they hit me on a mattress
Owe him some head? Get for real them bitches just mad they were just some non factors
I was with him since I was 17
And believe me I’m not mad you came to intervene
A little naive? No I was a lot
But I’ve seen it all now and auditioning for the spot
I’ve kept it real most my life
How you think I feel cause I was white I couldn’t be his wife
I saw too well about wearing labels driving rentals but feens beyond… right?
But you knew I fell under a spell only protected in light
Who I owe for ice?
“When vested it ain’t nothing nice”
Stop cheating cause you’re in the wrong
Believing a bunch of stupid bitches singing the same song
I’ll tell you a story in a thousand different ways
They say the same exact version they been practicing for days
And in a way…
I was 23 when you let this snake show
And how they came in on me I just want you to know
You exposed me and I had nobody but me
And then they went and lied to my family

“I will not lose even in defeat there is a valuable lesson to learn so it evens it up for me”

So I wonder did you?

Spin will turn a leg and now I’m thinking I would’ve been better off climbing poles
It was probably better than studding all them assholes
But who knows…
If mookie is my son I’m going ballistic
Cause you don’t know what half of 10 get
Your confused who was about to rob who
But I done did change my ways and trying to teach him now too
What to do? What this bitch gonna do?
If I was doing something I wouldn’t blast it out and tell all of you
Premeditated is only half the problem
But tell me what to do if you knew where I come from
You’re not a problem Jay
I stay perplexed any way
But I saw where they threw that where and you forgot I got that deep ass stare
I ran thru NYC apartment buildings to save one of you
But on the flip look what they do!
“Blood get shot and just get shot again”
More than this war gonna be? Tell me now you with them or as my friend?
I won’t rest cause I’m still fist raised on one knee
I fight for life so what’s this war gonna be?
When are we free?