Blow Up Doll?

[A Disciple]

Blow Up Doll

Im fighting back the tears today and everyone can see it
It’s not facing my fears when I ain’t even ask to be it
Last night I lost it… I went to the casino and cried the entire way home
I wish I never fought to live I would’ve preferred my soul here to roam
I ain’t have unprotected sex in 8 years but when I saw them pics I never knew I took? it was me
What else they do?
So I went to the dr to get checked and I had chlamydia
So now I’m just sitting here thinking how I just get rid of ya
My ex just called me spoiled… yeah fucking right
If you say that I’m not sure how you see
I’m just sitting here pacing losing my will to fight
Cause when nothings wrong everyone is all right
You feel me?
And like… who’s body I ever disrespected or what crime I commit
Facts are all facts but cause my head my reports ain’t legit
No one ever thru a bitch a bone - they like her bark loud but she never bite
Alright… all I ever had to do in this fucked up world is fight.
I’m tired… tired as fuck
Let me find out it’s cause I’m white
I know it’s no one’s business but how I ever know it stop
Nah I didn’t need to see and go thru all this nickel pop, pop, pop, pop, pop
When I die I don’t ever want to come back
Cause nobody give a fuck what they do
Then that remix just echoing - they doing it to kids too?

- - - Updated - - -

Cameron’s voice

[Candy]

pretty dope i love the the soft rhyme which was tight to and the story itself and it unfolded naturally which was comfortable to its nature with the readers cool keep it up