Going to the casino to think...

[A Disciple]

My phone is fucking with me I can’t hear it and don’t wanna set up an account right now. Someone deleted my IG and like I’m tired as fuck

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I’m listening it’s awesome

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Nah they were pinning my eyes and knitting my face every night for years I held on barely sleeping and being kept up all night

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Nicki? I was gonna take her then show her Leslie was my girl what’s up for real?

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I don’t got to lie… I know an Angel can confirm me

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Don’t judge me or my intentions not knowing the type either

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Hey… you should’ve just asked if that what was up

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I guess cause I’m not from that town and didn’t live there long is why I’m a outsider. Then look at some of the ones that did know me… so you realize where it’s all coming from

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Got nuggets and hungry still… so you see my point there too. Like imagine if I did eat type bitches.

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Nah… and everytime I do diet. I gain back plus 10… nah and nah and nah… I’m cool besides a lot of glitches

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I’m lucky I love vegetables but nah I couldn’t be a vegetarian either. Don’t want to…

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Green beans in omelets… blazing I swear. Maybe I’ll go cook some idk…

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Time left what’s that mean… 8 years already like

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Like that’s what I meant by sacrafcing My peace and comfort

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AND it’s not my god or religion either

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But they swear and demand they are and won’t let me say no or listen

[Cody Nash]

Most definitely. Vegetables are a primary source of nutrition.

[A Disciple]

I rather try to sleep than cook… like I remember taking that bite and passing out in comfort for once with someone babysitting me or at least someone I didn’t have to worry about.

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Not saying there it could be a spin but that shit confusing me for real. I know lust I peeped that and it’s not only too late but I refuse to walk that story with you too. If they want to they can. I refuse

[Cody Nash]

So your gram got deleted randomly huh? That’s weak. The social media Gods smiting everybody.

[A Disciple]

I’m hit… like I killed carrots and hummice instead of ice cream and chips like I’m a fucking mess right now. I’ll listen to that one.

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They just think they gods… gods don’t stalk and creep and torture people already mentally ill

[Cody Nash]

You just lost 11,000+ posts on your gram though…you gonna need that ice cream and chips. Don’t rob yourself.

[A Disciple]

Probably the same stalker that peed all over my bed

[Cody Nash]

Who does that shit…you sure it wasn’t like…the dog or something?

[A Disciple]

Hey pac… yeah he slept on the couch not in the bed with me too

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For years… idky

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Yeah some one told me it was a dog LMFAO I screamed in the drive thru

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Imagine someone telling you that?

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What they even doing in our world to begin with?

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I saw the pic and remember getting dressed and ready

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Coming down the elevator I was wondering why both packs were open and they cornered me in the lobby with the police to take me to mental lying about a suicide note

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But it really puts me in hell and not them… why?

[Cody Nash]

Oh…that sounds wild. Is pac your dog’s name?

[A Disciple]

Like bitch take your life back… here. You can’t demand I walk in your shoes when I ain’t even done shit to you.

[Cody Nash]

It’s hard to make sense of everything you saying here haha forgive me

[A Disciple]

Nah Gabi ��

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Just ask I’ll clarify if so

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Gabriella my confirmation name and saint.. like how I look not in my own church for real. I read cause I was told to… and I do respect Allah too

[Cody Nash]

Why do you say things like “Hey Pac” at the beginning of that sentence up above? Like you’re also talking to Tupac or something?

[A Disciple]

I’ve barely gone to church since I was 13 idk… I was gonna go back when I got married and had kids… so then I even thought he didn’t want me back

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Yeah he’s my angel I see him a lot and to be honest I think he still alive

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Cause when I see ghosts or send ghosts… we’re still alive

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I can’t see ghosts ghosts only hear them tap or walk and such

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Pac I’m exhausted… please decide for me… don’t hit my bd if you all still fighting I’m so tired I’m gonna try to sleep

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A disciple was for student

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Ok… sleep. Like I miss sleeping in peace the most

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Still haven’t got my disability decision… it was supposed to come around Christmas. I wonder why…

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Nah… I’m faking. ASS HOLES

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But then you let them fuck with my head and disable accounts etc etc etc

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What i ever did to you all?