Travis Is Dead!
Soule', Scientific and Cry
These few seconds were so quick, and my soul slipped
through Jesus' fingers like "oh shit!" before my throat split.
The sun rise was one time in my life that I felt happy,
her eyes met mine, I fell out of bed and we kept laughing.
Our three year checkpoint, the best choice ever made,
because today, I talk to KAY about a better day.
I'll never trade this life for another, hope my mother's proud,
I drove around town and heard her cry underground.
I know my dad's not, he always had thoughts and suspicion,
he saw her in a car lot, with another man, but I can't listen.
Goodbye Dad.
Too much pain, i dropped bars in my brief stint in varsity
like a shooting star, my life flashed in high velocity.
How could Felicity stab me in my open heart so rapidly
ditching our plan to rise, killin’ the seed bastardly.
"I guess arrogance is bliss unless it hits close to home
its the norm but I’m split at ends my body feels like a battle dome".
It never rains but pours like the whisky in my wasted eyes
i never thought the day would come, when i would cry.
I wanna die, this girl killed my child, she says we must depart
The walls laugh at me, swelling closer and I'm torn apart.
Bye, bye baby!
doomed to what you start! this game of cat and mouse..
of man and clown, but I can't shave this pain and smash it down,
so today, I'm lashing out... crashing now that you told me
that we had a baby coming and then you let it go "free",
'cause I didn't know, see... maybe I wouldn't have wanted this?
maybe it would have looked like you and I would've flaunted it,
this one honest kid, who could've been the ticket to make me honest,
man, my dad has a gun… maybe it'll make me wanted..
and I can break free on this, just like my non-existent baby,
now I'm in dad's den, and suddenly on a mission; crazy!
putting this on omission, making the best of my days
screaming at a gun with "no bullets" putting a rest to my ways.
Farewell Sara, so-long life.
Travis is dead, and my wishes are left with this urn,
I miss my friend, maybe the end came before his turn.