Alone
My mind, my body isn’t my control
my heart is ripped out and it took my soul
it’s dripping with my faint exhaustion
gone and with the hole repaired
my soul can never be one with the eyes I stare
alone. My life is detached from the life within,
but then I can smile again
for years I smile again,
happy thoughts with enjoyment I smile again
but then I see that face then I'm empty and alone
Locked in the chambers of my deepest fears on my own
yet I say it aloud for everyone to hear
but shocked with grief I’m silent again
with heavy wheezing I’m alone again,,,
I reach for the one that I need
she parts for my heart that pleads
then I take the inhaler and get my last two breaths
think of what to say, then my mind clears as I see her eyes
the anger and the loneliness in my life clears as I close
into the end of my sorrows, I tell her
its you, [its always been you]
(never has it changed its always been you)
white face stricken ice into his heart
into the glaciers and out in one start
life chose my destiny,
and this is what happened
I’ve always been
and in the future always will be
alone
cold and alone
I'm the king of my throne
but yet I'm somehow alone
in power with no one to hear
I command myself to go
just go into the night
if I wake my eyes into the morning light
then ill keep quite and out of sight...