A lot of the time I wish events had happened differently
I wish I would have never been teased or grew up mentally-
aware and cautious of all of these actions
I wish I didn't have a need for taking all these xanax
I wish sometimes that I could just break away
Maybe some day go down in history
I'm sick and exhausted from feeling there is no fixing myself
Well fuck that those thoughts are bad for my health
Now, can you say you have ever killed a man
With a knife, a gun, or maybe your own bare hands
I did when I backpacked a summer in France
You might have seen the dude his head was hung on a fence
Let me break it down, now is the time for repentance
I'll take a knee instead of my southpaw stance
No more nightmares and no more fear
No more hiding from society it's my time to appear
Grab a life coat, and for some fun bring a beer
There's a flood coming, baby, and it starts when I arrive here.