As I sit in this chair,I'm blinded by my own fear
Like God is channeling me,But I.......fail to read
The signs that are there,Lord if not here........
..............Than I hate to but I must ask where
Repetitive words of church 's what seems to hurt
My hand as it raises for a savior before all praises
But here I stand before you God let me through
I beg for love & its given Lord I'm sorry for sinnin
My illterate nature has taken hold of the forsaken
& My heart lusts for what I ask for in the Mass
God I know you see my methods......................
..............& as for my faith I'm sorry I ever left it
Blaming Satan isn't right cause it's my choice right?
Ofcourse it is & I'm thankful,you love me so Soulful
The night breezes are warm cause of your charm
In the mist which is humid with what ever you did
To balance out the world & I thank you for the girl
You sent in my life & I love her beyond life itself
I act as if I dont but since now I promise I wont
Lord please let me in your gate let it be fate.....
...That I'm able to see you & live through the glow
Your spirit is untastable like hate with blacks & whites
I can feel your presence like the gift of life as a present
But as for my soul it's still not there....I must be a fool
To have hated you after,All you done & ever after
I promise to love you since I die in the essence.