4 a while i thought i would end all this fallin in love shit/
faithful 2 em all and they always end up havin another bitch/
heart constantly broken, mind and feelins stayed spoken/
it was either me or the other gurl and i neva got chosen/
heart fucked up so many times from false love and misleadin/
got frustrated, cut ma arms up all u could see wuz me bleedin/
cant trust another nigga they are so mysterious/
wanna play and laugh when i wanted ta talk n be serious/
niggaz fuck wit ma mind believin em was always so instant/
little did i kno that their love 4 me wuz so distant/
wanna b cared 4, n ma eyes bad things will always happen/
dude didnt listen ta me cus he wuz 2 busy freestylin and rappin/
1 niga always told me that we would stick togetha thru the batter or da worse/
i dont see how that could work if all these hoes come first/
truly bein happy in life is what i dram of/
its all because of love, that i wish i could drop deade n fly wit da angels above/