Yeah I relapsed… going sober has never been this hard before
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Yeah I relapsed… going sober has never been this hard before
“Death was easy… it was coming back to life that hurt” in my pac voice
Why I have to log in every time I come here now?
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Her pic on my profile
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Yeah they fucking me hp today… time flying
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Sick as hell right now… still can’t even get dressed
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Yeah he switched up on me too in October… I have no clue who or what they say that makes EVERYBODY switch up on me… now that he’s gone and we broke up they won’t stop hitting me again
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My parents would never hurt me and probably think they’re helping me too
BUSTED PSYCH WIDE OPEN!!! By accident - the smartest air head you will ever meet :)
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I don’t even want to know what my iq is now :(
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It’s not over… now comes the hard part
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$14.3M too low? Cause it is civil and human rights on top of torture and shit
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Yeah that’s too low…
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Just make sure there is not another one of us out there PLEASE
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Psych needs regulation NOW
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I caught a text from a dr I never seen before but may have been the one from Neuro psych in which my real psych never even knew about. With a script called in on a Sunday- no clue what the could’ve been
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It was in a pic that I posted and then it was deleted so I found it again on my ig with a date… all my texts were deleted too and like 50 of my friends were blocked on my phone as well
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My hopes are low… but I’ll try to report it again
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Hopefully my parents or my brother and sister help cause I KNOW MY PARENTS WOULD NEVER HURT ME AND THINO THEY ARE HELPING
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Think*
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They will NEVER get my body for science and if something happens to me or my family I want them to get the needle for real
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My dad was drug testing me too
:hugitout:
El sardi si Mankato le leche J… there always comes a bigger one
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Mangoina (sp?)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQEcxrY0CWA
new album app
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RdMxtk5Dr54
https://youtu.be/bpvfveHU8v4
Never hated my dad loved him beyond death always…
Pac FIRE!!!
Linkim park - my metal perfect again
Gangsta mom? Lmao… sometimes it was just you and me in the house when I was a teen mostly
50… almost perfect only I ain’t a snitch and never been , didn’t have to cop out … but was so accurate it scared me too
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I’m getting played right now… but am Learning how to dish it back right now
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Yes… either way I will be patient
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I’ll watch it… but I don’t trust or click on your links @Candy
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LOL
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Pac… how about the part that shows me sleep while you driving
Yeah Jay… its real, my angel grab my wheel
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My teacher said that could lead to expulsion twice so I didn’t go back after lunch. My bf being a dick too and wanted some hours to myself to write and think and stuff
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THAT would suck… I’m so close to the end
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No exaggeration but to and exaggeration and yet I do have witnesses to grabbing the wheel type but I was talking about a funny part in a totally it’s so fucked up beyond comprehension movie type
“That daughter just as white as a 20 watt lightbulb”
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They know it is critical to know and feel safe
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Assholes are doing it on purpose though - I hate most Psychs
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Yes I’m sorry I have no CLUE why I was so confused for so long but you do know you could’ve just told me at any time cause I do mostly hear you
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Thank God… can you get J asap if so? She critical to the big and pac story too
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Where my shit guys?
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As you fell you didn’t feel me catch you, without an Allie in the echelon and the crime possessions
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In qnd out of holes like an abyss - I worked HARD on that one where it go?
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I have to figure out what happened that I have to keep logging in everytime I switch my browser
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You can go on nonun2rapbattles for ig explanations too
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Just saw Martha Stewart look alike just get served LMFAO
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Man my city a little too hood
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Just thinking… location fight and I’m starting to notice the pre sets and stuff
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Just sitting in my car… time for myself
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I don’t mind the freedom right now either
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But if there is someone else… no way… he already has his gf too
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Cause I left when he was in jail still so how do I say he can’t be with someone who did t type
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He didn’t get paroled and I wanted a baby and I didn’t think being mentally ill if I would be strong enough or we strong enough to hold it down
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Fat boy was saying bad things too
Because I can’t even get out of my moms house too… everytime I try to re-establish a life I fall down - point in case last August
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I knew better then to try or finance a new car
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All resources tapped… unless I know for sure it won’t be emotionally and financially devastating to me when I get sick… I’m not going anywhere
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Point in case Norwalk
Point in case Danbury
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Point in case Hartford…
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I keep falling back down every time I forced to share my body and type and talk shit to myself
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I called my mom crying BRISGEPORT point in case when I ran out of work crying because I typed die to myself around the time get the fuck away from and stay away from me came back around
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I knew I was fucked and sick again lunarly
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Added to the medical insanity and balance I usually can handle but nooo not both at the same time
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It feels like someone is intentionally trying to make me sick too
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Or snap
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Idk understand linearly makes me more sick and kicks my ass but I should have great karma to be honest
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I don’t and never had played with spirits like that no… but I’ve had shadows that were around me as kids and grew up as that type
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I saw them in the mirror
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A lot of reasons why I’m not ready to yet — it hardly to barely been horrible to me or my life
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If anything my gaurdien angels type
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I have zero respect, nobody even asked me, told me… explained to me and treated me like some lab animal not even a person or their personal god complexes and sick shit…
https://youtu.be/JPizCq-co14
Pac IS truly the reason why I shake the crime rate with mines…
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I see him I know something wrong type and run
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Or how he screamed to wake up when they were hurting me in mb and I kicked oh boy in the face on the switch and ran
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I do think they intended to kill me after
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My baby gave me present today!!!!! I had a hard day yesterday - Neuro psych lied to my neurologist and said I’m finctionalimg at a normal rate
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I had to leave school last night cause I kept almost busting out crying
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They lying
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I didn’t even know how to put 11:10 on a circle clock and had to google it - if that’s normal society is fucked
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So no disability again either
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I graduate in within 6 months so that’s why I’m gonna call my business Salvation Studio Line orrrr Gmas Rag Shop debating between the 2
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I used to hate the pink curlers so she’d do my curls in rags - her father owned real estate in the black community and that’s where she learned I believe… she used to go pick up the rent and stuff and made friends
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My fingers don’t articulate enough to braid but I’d cater to both communities and hire someone
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I don’t like relaxer either… I’m fast but 7 minutes on… not that fast
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I’m having a good day… I never forgive to give thanks for days like this too
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Forget to give thanks*
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I saw a documentary and it sounded like a lady said Cera sit down… I still have hope his family has her
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Mental health wise… 1954 to 2024 and now black community is dominating the business world and racism really is being eradicated - there’s hope for mental health who is coming next
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I was a poli sci major / civil and social rites when I wrote my thug life conclusion - but I was still mad about Chris
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I failed out… and was so good at being a secretary and programs and such I ended up graduating like 15 years later with an associates in art and science - some people laugh that it took 6 years part time but I made sure I got an A in every class but 2 and am proud for my average iq I graduated with a 3.65 gpa - not smarter just worked harder
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My dad was super smart and my brother and sister both got that genius iq too… I didn’t
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But on the streets I was thorough
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Me and my aunts are fighting - one for sleeping me the other for cropping my dad out of photos she posted… so rather then cursing them both out… I just posted that secrets keep people sick
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Nah nobody still told me what’s going on yet
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My thug life convulsion I need to rethink because I was mad that someone innocent got killed I wrote “I found those obsessed with the thug life were never even in it and do t realize the hardships it comes with and the ones that do live it - just too scared get out” and then I realize that too many times they don’t get the choice whether they leave or not
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That’s where I was wrong…
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My first time locked up in mental I was 13… first time I got kicked out I was 14 and got kicked out a lot cause I was just so angry and hard headed still… it wasn’t just juvi that fucked with me - it was seeing my mom crying and hiding under the kitchen table that really changed me
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That’s how I got so hard too
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I get sick when I argue with people still - I despise drama
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And I myself put up with being hit because I thought that’s what I get for fucking with strangers in the shade and thought I had to
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I was ecstatic when he broke up with me!!! LoL
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I knew he cower like a bitch when he got hit back but was so sick I stopped fighting for myself
https://youtu.be/XrHtAlPo-og
If I can look someone in the eye I either lost respect for them or myself at that moment
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Cant*
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@Candy are you twisted your pro pic look like Jomika
lol its the dude from menace to society odog
Lmao… “guns in your video will get you locked up” take that ish down!!! LoL
It was mostly me but I never once in my life ever used the word fuckery ever… so I know somebody tapped my phone