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Life’s like this

Chill...
I’m just making sense of everything that never did
I quit my job and moved back to CT to finally have a kid
Coming off a 25+ year emotional bid
Oh shit... wait..,
NOW you telling me I already did?
Realizing there’s a reason to my insanity
Fighting with my guide like in the 70s movie “All of me” with every not knowing hater hating me?
I’m just trying to keep it real
People act like I have no right to even feel
That isn’t what makes me so mad
It was already having all I ever wished for before but then find out I already had

Then come my old friends...
And now these bitches wanna sit here like it’s all about them?
They don’t have to cop a plea, it’s in our photo albums - run...
Cause maybe when we re read it then you see

You have a chance to walk away 100% free
But not me...

i would wake up
Insignia of the lonely. The tattered
Skull and crossbones, symbol sailing an ocean of black tome
Unabridge, burnt version. Drowning in the depth of her last poem
I laughed an unstructured half prose. Eating her words up. Choking on wits
Toes dipped in Still water - its running its last drip
Droplets of madness. Stirring the pool
Taught to swim as a lad but,
I was far too cool
Plus I never liked the way the waves splashed back.