Evolve-Throw Some Out

As Time Slips & Each Line Fits
My Mind Grips The Image Of Your Devine Lips
Your Smile's Lit & Bright
So When I Look For It At Night.. I Find It
Its Right.. Where I Left It.. Behind My Sight
Eyes Close Tight .. But Stay Wide Open To You
Been Gone With No Return.. Im Still Hoping You Do
Ive Roped In A Few.. Boo's & Ho's
They Were Nothing So I Didnt Mind Losing Those
Its Like I've Been Moving Slow..
Every Since Your Yes's Began Moving To No's
Still Think About Removing Your Clothes...
Smoothing Your Skin With Its Soothing Tones..
Wish You Didn't Choose To Go..
But You Did & The Choice Was Yours..
I Still Smell Your Sent.. Its Stays Moist In My Pours..
& My Voice Is Sore.. Your Name Stays Repeated..
I Wasn't Blind To Your Needs..
Just To Lame To See Them..
Im Trapped In Shame .. But I Cant Blame Your Freedom
Cause Im Locked Into My Self With A Cage Of Deamons
I Know You Think Thats Strange For A Reason..
Its Not... Inside Me Is Where Your Danger Was Breathing..
You Are Sane For Leaving..
I Came Into It Decieving.. Simply Maimed The Truth
Good Intentions Turned Bad & Aimed At You..
You Had Love In Sight.. But The Game Was My View..
Cause Other Relationships.. Yea, I Arranged A Few
Engaged To You & You Knew.. So I Stayed Accused
Some Rages Flew.. Fists Were Raised & Let Down With Force
Now.. Im Pissed At Those Days & Have Since Found The Source..
Been Around The Courts..
Divorce, Domestic Violence..& Charges Of All Sorts
But... Look At The Cost? I Lost The Only Thing That Mattered
All Because I Had To Be The Boss.. Leaving You Beaten & Battered
I Think I've Defeated The Pattern.. Stoped Cheating & Being A Bastard

Forgiveness Is The Only Thing Im Asking..
Leave The Bad Memories In The Trash.. Along With The Doubts
Cause Lord Knows I Definately Had To Throw Some Out...