Say it again..

Say it again.

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Some memories are all they'll ever be, I forgot a few
Thought I thought it through, but I'm not the sharpest tool
Never certain what im dealt, was never perfect with my health
I let it be in the reasons I'm working on myself
When i couldnt hear anything, I couldnt stand sympathy
Reliant on silence, when the world appeared deaf to me
I drove away- thoughts that things were gonna change
What i found was deep, 10,000 leagues below the rolling waves
Murky darkness, i had no learning problems
Looking unsure at what i couldve absorbed if I heard them talking
Never turning weak, went through surgery
Better but I'm not, specialists alarmed I never heard the beep
Damned or not, all my cares were lost
I was never really taught to use my hands to talk
Final procedure, I could hear it all, I could hear so well
First time I could hear clearly, all those tears that fell

That was amazing and left me with a lot of questions. Are you or were you just tone deaf or deaf, deaf... My dr caught me as a kid raising my arm cause I heard the machine click and not the tone but ever since then I've pretty much ignored my own issues until someone yells at me for talking too loud. You're right... I took sign language in college - it's BEYOND hard as fuck. I only remember bathroom. My ex boyfriends sister was deaf but she reads lips best - I took it cause I thought if I had a semester off I would never go back. It's also when I had to grab my pen with both hands cause it had a mind of its own and the girl sitting next to me saw. What I loved best about this is the end... the tears that fell over something so many just take as a given. (Nah Strawberry philly)